Sometimes I am tired of everything. Tired of worrying about friendships that are no more, tired of worrying about what my future holds, what I'm gonna do, who will be by my side. Most of all, I am tired of fighting to hold onto things, or just tired of fighting with people in general...I feel really, really weak, like I just want to go into a cocoon, and sleep til I am something strong and beautiful...but that is not what God permits...each day we have to face obligations and responsibilities, because these are our cocoon, these are the things that wrap themselves around us, til the outcome is a new and improved you or me...I was looking for some solace, I think I may have found it all by myself.